Wordpress
It is better for me.
kenisalwayshere.wordpress.com
Don't Give Up On Me
#
Prawning is fun!
(:
I quarrelled with SVG last night. It was terrible. I lost my control and I couldn’t keep calm. I’m sorry. But we are fine already. :)
I love you.
And it gets stronger everyday.
We still have a long way. (:
Viva la Gloria
#
Tired.
So many problems, when will they die off?
The harassment, the arrogant, the ignorant, the brotherhood, the friendship, the fights, the callings, the late nights, the betrayal, the trust, the devil’s cries and the God’s away.
I love you my sweet angel.
We’re definitely be moving on.. Am I right?
“Little girl, little girl. Why are you crying? Inside your restless soul, your heart’s dying. Little one, little one. Your soul is purging, of love and razor blades, your blood is surging. Runaway, from the river to the street, and find yourself with your face in the gutter. You’re a stray for the salvation army, there is no place like home. When you got no place to go, come to me. My heart is a place like home.”
Let It Out
#
I’m sick.
:(
I love you.
Can’t believe I spent the whole afternoon on my guitar.
Good improvement.
:D
Someday, Hanging by a Moment
#
Today, I’m going to write just about myself and my life, so that you can know more about me.
1) I’m 17; 30th April 1992. (Only child)
2) I was born abnormally I guess, barely survived because of my tiny size as a newborn.
3) I live in Toa Payoh from when I was a baby up to 6. Moved to Bukit Panjang at 7.
4) My parents’ income is less than $1k back then, my family was suffering from financial issues.
5) But my dad still bought me a bicycle (back then it was expensive) for my birthday when I turn 5?
6) I was happy as a kid, but ever since I turned 16, I cried. Because, even though they have financial problems, they still bought me an expensive present..
7) My dad is a wise man. Often gives me philosophies and hence, makes me one. He promised my mum that he will work hard for the money. Eventually, he did. He was almost a millionaire (I think) up to date.
8) I’ve always been classified as a quiet, shy, reserved and often stare-into-space kid in the family, until now. I don’t smile, I don’t show emotions around my family members and relatives.
9) Primary school, I was a scout. I wanted to join band, but I was 7 and my dad’s financial status is still climbing up. I don’t have the money to get a flute. I’ve always wanted to play flute.
10) Primary school, I met Leon, Vince, Guohui, Kaichen and all. They became part of my life. I’m happy.
11) Sec sch, I don’t have much friends, but I’ve made quite a number of them. Weixiang, Daly, Denneth, Kriftian, Jhi Shen, Mark, Junming and all. I’m happy at times.
12) Sec sch, I learn the piano at age 14. Started guitar at age 15-16? That’s when I have the money to buy them and eventually take classes and learn them. I’m really happy.
13) Many things occurred. From pri sch to sec sch. I’ve learned to give up, let go, cherish and care for those who are still with me.
14) Nothing really makes me happy except for my piano and guitar, but now, it’s different. I’ve found something else… J
15) My parents, they know nothing about me. But I still appreciate their love and care.
16) I like to walk alone. I like to reflect on what I do. I like to look at beautiful things. They make me think a lot.
17) I always feel inferior regardless of anything.
18) My love for music is deeper than everything.
19) But my love for her is much deeper than deeper than everything.
20) I always put in my best effort. That’s why I’m putting everything I could for you.
21) I’ll be learning DJ-ing at Soul Theory Studio in the future.
22) I hate the feeling of sadness.
There are actually more, but I’ll stop here.
“I’m desperate for changing, starving for truth. I’m closer to where I’ve started. I’m chasing after you. I’m falling even more in love with you. Letting go of all I’ve held onto. I’m standing here until you give me a sign that I can make a move. I’m hanging by a moment with you. Forgetting all I’m lacking, completely incomplete. I’ll accept your invitation, so you can take all of me now.”
How You Remind Me
#
I soooo tired.
Tomorrow piano!
Hehehe, eggcited!
I love QIQI.
So cuteeeeeeeeee. <3
Hehehe. Thank you for the bento again!
Xinku ni le. HAHAHAHAHA. But makes me really happy.
Hehehehehehehehe.
But I’m not greedy. I just want you alone enough. ^^
I’m so happy I can do “Warmness on the Soul” solo.
Avenged Sevenfold and Muse live in my heart for how many years alrd and still ongoing!!
Inevitable
#
Do you remember the times we first met?
Yes I do.
Thank you for the little bento box you made for me.
I know you are not really good at cooking.
But you still did it. 2 hours of shopping and 5 hours of cooking..
I really like it a lot! :D
Go my FB to see the pics!
I’m really very very very very very HAPPY!!!!! :D
THANK YOU DARLING
I love you
^^ Ok la no more words to think of so tired today. Anywayyyy.
I’m going to repay you x 1000000000000000000000000. <3
“I want to be your last first kiss, for all time. I wanna break every clock, the hands of time could never move again. I wanna stay at this moment, for the rest of our lives…”
Wish
#
Guess why I always like this.
Because in my mind when I expect something to happen, it always turn out to be disappointing.
Like how I expect to tell you when I was away, you went to sleep.
Like how I expect to upload my RJ when LEO’s unable to display.
Like how I expect to do a little practice on “Smells Like Teen Spirit” on my guitar and the internet explorer hanged.
So I dare not say that it’ll be something good. Because I’m afraid of losing it.
I’m sick of losing everything I wanted.
I’m afraid of losing you the most.
Because you’re the only angel in my life.
Theory of a Deadman
#
I feel like I’m the 3rd party though.
I trust in you.
<3.
As long as you’re happy I’m fine with it.
PHYSICS UT (U)
Saltwater Room
#
Today, not a bad day afterall.
7 months ago I vowed not to lie. I was called a “fucking liar”
7 hours ago I was found out that I lied.
7 minutes ago I was called a liar again.
I’m sorry darling. I’ll never do that again. And this is when you use the word: “Promise”. But we’ll never know when I’ll lie again. Or when anyone lies.
But for now, I’ll just say I don’t know. Truly. But why should I lie anyway?
Guitar today. Not bad. Learned a new song by Nickelback.. It’s called “Gotta Be Somebody”. Nize. And I’m using power chords for them. Sweet and easy. I love the sound of power chords.
Not a very bad experience today.
We’ve learned to love each other more, friends; lovers; trust; truth.
Power of morals sent by God himself.
I don’t wanna care about all my problems.
I just wanna care about my love.
Because she’s my everything.
I love you. Truly.
Do you feel the same for me?
Tell me you do.
I’ll be waiting.
“So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?”
So I’ll be holding my last breath right up till the end.
Someone for me to love with my life in their hands.
<3
